| Heather!!! |
[May. 19th, 2006|12:46 am] |
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| | Saves The Day - Always 10 Feet Tall | ] |
So today, or I guess yesterday May 18th, 2006, makes my list of days to never forget. I was not only was made ecstatic by my dearest, now girlfriend, Heather Lynn Mandakas; but furthermore I realized much about my life over the past maybe 3 years in one day. So obviously I went to go visit Heather, and when I got there we couldn't figure much of anything to do haha, and her parents wanted like exact details of what to do so that made things even more tough. So then we decided to say we were going somewhere yet just drove around for a while, went to some strip mall, then ended up parking at some park and we just chilled, cuddled, and kissed in the back of her car. Oh man she knows how to kiss like no other, oh man. Well anyway we then drove around more, got Panera and we were on the way back to her house and had 25min before we had to be back. So we pulled over like 3blocks away from her house and I just held her for a while, it was so nice and amazing. During this time I realized something, something huge actually. What I feel for Heather right now, like my initial spark towards her, is something I have never felt before. Along with this, comes me believing I was never really in love before, well def not with Catherine, but I think ever. What Heather does for me, the feeling I get when I am with her is just not explainable, like at all. I cherish every single second I am with her, something I've never done before, maybe because I'm older? But I really just think it is because this girl does something for me that is just insanely amazing. I don't need sexual things out of her, we kiss and cuddle and hang and it is more then I can ever ask for. Im totally awe-struck by this girl. Im like counting the seconds till I see her on Sunday. Ahh she rocks my world. Alright well Im out. |
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| Done with finals, therefore done with school |
[May. 12th, 2006|01:05 am] |
Anyway I get to see Heather on Monday!!! Ahhh so excited, and Im going home for good on Saturday, but who cares I mean I get to see Heather :)
She makes me too happy! |
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| So theres this girl... |
[May. 9th, 2006|10:05 pm] |
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This girl, her name is Heather... she's rather amazing, really amazing. It is rather scary how I haven't known her for long at all, yet feel the way I am starting to feel, something like this really hasnt happened since me and Catherine. I wish I could go to her prom, but too bad for those stupid ticket rules, I am super excited to see pictures of her from her prom in her self-proclaimed "50's style dress". Gosh she makes me happy, I can't fucking wait to hang with her again! She may be going down the shore on Saturday so if thats the case Im def going to have to take a drive down and see this beatiful girl. And if not then next wkend I will def see her. Wow my being sincerely excited about a girl this much hasnt happened in a while :) |
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| Ahh Econ Final is over, and Bamboozle was AMAZING |
[May. 8th, 2006|01:17 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Panic! At The Disco - Build God Then We'll Talk | ] |
So my weekend, for having to study as much as I did was pretty fucking awesome. Friday and Saturday all I did was study, but it was for good reason. 1st I think I did really really well on my final today :) hurray!! 2nd I went to Bamboozle yesterday and omg it was fucking amazing. Hmmm I can go on about yesterday for a really really long time, I'll try and keep it rather short. I picked up Christina and we went back to my house to pick up the tickets, then we went to Bobby's so she could meet him and I could say whats up to him (it was awesome to see him). Then we went to Diamond, and I converted yet another out-of-stater to love Diamond. After lunch we drove up to Bamboozle and lets see... Moneen was on at 1 fucking o'clock which should just tell everyone how amazing this concert was. I met and got a shirt signed by Anthony Green (lead singer of Circa Survive), and he was fucking awesome, what a chill guy def have even more respect for them now. They also performed amazingly well. I was really inpressed with Panic! At The Disco, cause there music is def hard to play live and they did a really good job, except on their first song which pretty much sucked. Saves The Day, OMG fucking amazing!! Christina got me to go crowd surfin for the 1st time ever and I absolutely loved it, it was such a rush and an amazing feeling, really need to start doing it at concerts. Oh, such a great part of my day was meeting up with this girl Heather, whom I met at a live chat with Chris Conley, she was awesome, really good looking, and a pretty amazing kisser... so yeah that part of my day was without a doubt a success. Christina and I left early from TBS, one because their mics just weren't loud and the sound wasn't good and two we were just fucking beat, and I needed to get back for my 9AM final this morning, which Im so confident I did well on. OK well I'm out for now, later. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 1st, 2006|03:40 am] |
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I really hope you arent just using me for my car, and because I'll always do things for you tht you know absolutely no one else would, and especially for my money... |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2006|12:15 am] |
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So I wrote lyrics, they are decent, more importantly though I realized I was way too hard on Christina, shes fucking amazing. It just me being upset about her not wanting to go out, I mean OMG any guy who wouldnt want to go out with that girl is just stupid pretty much. She needs to do what will make her happy, and much of the time I think she gives sum things up that would make her happy because shes worried how it will effect me. Chrstina = great... yes I'd say so |
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| Bryn Mawr food sits heavy |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|10:18 pm] |
So tonight at dinner Christina reminded me of Catherine, and for any girl that is really just not a good thing. Here's why, when you (a girl) remind me of Catherine it is going to be in a negative way, for thats all I remember about me and Catherine. So let's analyze how Christina reminded me of Catherine then I'll let everyone else be the judge of if I should care or not. So Christina and I have been hanging a lot, I took her to dinner, shit was good and we just really enjoyed eachothers company. I guess it was last Friday that Christina and I finally had a talk about our "future" and I liked her, still do, and I think is just one of those girls that I'll always trully like and want to date b/c I think shes phenominal and beautiful and all that shit, but she said she just wasnt feeling it that way. So OK, I like this girl, she wants to be friends, good friends... I think I can deal, so the next night was Sager, which was awesome, she slept over we had a good time, some shit went down with Kevin Murphy which I thought was over with until dinner tonight. That night I thought nothing went on btwn them, but over the past wk stupid ppl have been saying how they hooked up. And seeing as I know Christina and how she WONT randomly hook up with guys I was like well thats garbage, so I asked her about this tonight at dinner, and it turns out they did. Now let's see, she hooks up with Murphy, I go into Phi Psi making myself look like a dumb ass because I thought I was looking out for her, yet they already hooked up, she comes back to my room, sleeps over and doesnt mention her and Murphy ONCE! Are you kidding?!? It sounds like Catherine the night before I was leaving for Georgia and she gave Kretchmer head, kissed me goodbye the same night, and didnt tell me until a week later. IDK in my opinion both situations are just wrong, but hey I guess if we are all single it shouldnt matter, at least according to these two? Whatever, I have a lot of emotions in me right now so Im going to go and write you a nice little song. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|03:34 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | STD - Rocks Tonic Juice Magic | ] |
First day back to classes today... Blah, got my econ midterm back and apparently I failed it, however Im going to talk to my teacher about the grade tomorrow because it is kind of bullshit. Anyway, FL trip was amazing. Team went 3 and 3, I got a win in my first start, got a save, and pitched in the other game that we won. Fucking love my teammates too. Saturday we came back and Christina and her friend from home came to Swat and we partied hard, real hard. Got really high and really drunk so yeah I was fucked the hell up. Yesterday I basically chilled and watched the Sorpranos which was phenominal last night. Oh yeah I started lifting and running again to get back in good shape, my goal is by mid-May to be in the shape I know I can be in. Well anyway Im out for now, Later! |
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| Woo Swat baseball |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|05:58 pm] |
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| | STD - Nightingale | ] |
So today we started in FL and we lost our first game but then battled and destroyed the same team in the 2nd game of our doubleheader. I pitched in the 2nd game did well so Im excited, but even more so cuz our team looked really strong in that 2nd game. God damn Im pumped for baseball. Got dinner last night and lunch today with my parents so that was cool, then today came back to the hotel called Tom and Christina, it was nice to hear from them. Finally just was out by the pool and Im starting to get tab :). Alright well Im out, later all |
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| Florida tm! |
[Mar. 3rd, 2006|12:27 pm] |
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Whoa I got messed up last night, I loved it. Christina was gonna come, but the had to do school work. Oh well, I just feel bad that she couldnt come cuz she had to miss out, and it woulda been awesome to see her before our breaks. Anyway baseball leave for Florida tomorrow at 430AM, that time is kinda intense but whatever. We play 6 games over 5 days which is rather insane although its goin to be great. OK Im out for now I need to do laundry and other things before initiation tonight. Later |
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